~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

met the sweetest couple on earth today. spent a lovely day with them. and im missing them already!!! they invited me and my partner to their wedding next april. and travel in south america for months (yes months)!  so my plan for now is to save enough money for the trip to chile next april.  get a partner to go with me. and quit my job in order to make the trip happen. gotta settle all these in 9 months. possible bah?  am so happy to meet eileen and david again. they're the nicest and sweetest couple i have ever met. very passionate in everything they do. very thoughtful and helpful. enjoyed having dinner with them. had so much fun making quiche and muffin together. trying hard to get on t-bar. snowboard down knoll ridge. and i still remember eileen's super excited reaction after david proposed to her at crater lake.  i wanna be part of their wedding. and so i have to start saving now. 

 something for the stressful fren   this is juvenile humour according to him :P stop being emo. it doesnt suit you 

  full of adventures ahead   sometimes tranquil you wont know what surprises you'll get along the journey   no matter what, it's great to have a companion who shares the same interest who speaks the same language who appreciates who you are looking forward to more surprises =)

很多事情没有对错。感觉对了，就任性一次吧。 为自己的梦想勇敢一回，哪怕受伤，至少曾经努力。就算失败，也要知道答案。 不喜欢模棱两可，似有非无的感觉。所以就勇敢下去吧！ 信念很重要。要相信，一切会成真。  

就这样一年过去了。曾经为自己筑梦，一个很美丽的梦。 当美丽的泡泡一一被戳破，如梦初醒。原来自己是那么天真。 是的，我必须承认我很天真。 一年前自以为很了不起的那件事，回想起来，其实没什么。甚至还差点把它给忘了。 时间真的可以冲淡一切。 期待新的挑战。我会更好的。

today is a good day. i made more frens. got confirmed. said what i wanna say. completed most of the work.  had some arguments with the digital guy. but i think i won, haha. and i actually had fun staying back. oh no that's not a good sign. girls talk with BFF from hk. got a reply from him at 12am. that made my day!  and yea, tomorrow will be a better day. i know it'll be =) 

back from the super dramatic trip. a good recharge though. like how i explain to everyone, the fact that i dont have to go to work for 3 days is good enough. a short break from the hectic workdays. am now back for more challenges at work and in life. will do my best. appraisal in 3 days.  preview of the trip. till im free and not too lazy to blog about the trip, lol.    my first shot with lake toba. i quite like the kampungs around simple yet lots to discover   no sunrise. hence camwhore time we're young n energetic, yes we are!   right after this SOS shot. we really needed SOS too bad no one was able to help. we gotta settle it on our own am glad that we survived   my cutest pose as of now. lol i really really think I AM CUTE =)   it's so good to cycle again i miss nz. i miss cycling

will be away for 4 days. the long awaited holiday. since i started working, 2 months is like 2 years man. haha!  busy settling the undone business. send follow up emails. farewell for kyra. oh and got to know that i'll have my appraisal after the holiday. how awesome it can be. just hope there'll be no drama when im back to work next week.   a lot of colleagues are leaving. lunch gang is getting smaller. who will be the next to leave? hmm... luckily the eye candy is still here =)    everyday is a new day stay positive. be strong

everyone laughed at me when i said ben is the most good looking guy in the company. manager said she'll intro more leng zai to me. the rest kept laughing and making fun of how i should date him. what's wrong with ben? he's not super leng zai but he's the nicest guy in the company. he'll ask me for lunch everyday. ask about how im coping with work. reminds me to rest. really mr nice guy. so he's my top 1!  my second leng zai candidate left the company! and i got to know about it through the who's-the-top 5-leng-zai Q&A session for newbies. like why so sudden? but why he left? we still whatsapp each other 2 weeks ago. but he didnt mention a thing. erm i thought we're friends. should at least inform la. anyway dont think i'll ever get any text from him... girl friend is dating a guy. an ordinary guy (to me). not to say he's not good but i always thought she deserves a better person. someone more brilliant. more good looking. someone with

 this is the second time i get advice to move overseas.  first time was from the very famous chinese temple in HK.  second time at tarot reading. guess it's time, lol.  i  am still young. thank god. shall really work things out. do what i love.  live the life i have imagined. have more courage to take risk.  share my passion with the world.  i am who i want to be. 

我有很多同事。但大部分的都很奇怪。 长得斯斯文文，白白净净，但不爱刮胡子。很有艺术家精神。但有时候太冷酷，真搞不懂他在想什么。 头大身小的代表非他莫属。他也是公司里的大坏人。你说坏人，全公司的人一定马上想到他的大头。最近他怪怪的，一直找我讲废话。我一定要远离他。我不想和怪人为伍。 在公司里最危险的转角总是遇到最串的女同事。从来不露出微笑。永远一副女王的模样。那该死的转角，为何我一直遇到他？ 对下属破口大骂，对其他人却超级温柔的双面人。对男同事更是非常友善。面目可憎啊！ 朋友说我一直嫌同事奇怪，他们也一定在背后讨论公司里来了个奇怪的品种。走路不好好走，常常在狂奔，还差点撞到人。常恐吓要拆别人的车轮。在别人的车留字条说其他人的坏话。到处问巧克力饼干的好朋友是谁。也许吧。在同事眼中，我也是个奇怪的同事。 哈哈！