~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

超忙的一个周末 =) 星期六一早和 pei ting 去 bukit tabur... 目的是为了减肥... haha... 和 maybe 为 Mountain Marathon 锻炼 stamina... 好久没运动了... 只走了一下子就很喘气... 真没用... 流了一身汗... feel 到 mucles pain... 感觉自己真的很运动了很多... 很健康... hahahaha... 过后, 去 SPCA 探望正在那里 PIW 的 Bravo... 只逗留了一会儿就离开了... coz im not an animal lover =p anyway, 有几只猫很可爱啦... 吃了 lunch 就准备去 sooka sentral... 有预感那将会是一个很长的 comm meet... 一切还 ok 直到president announce 了一项 bad news... 气氛有点僵... 大家变得好安静... 希望 president 的前途一切顺利啦... coz 他年纪都不小了, 不可以再这样下去 loh... 虽然我们时常欺负他, 但都是逗他而已... 其实他对很多 raleigh KL 的人来说一直扮演着很重要的角色... 没有他, 也许 regional conference 就不会成功... 懒惰的 PR officer 不会用功把 press release 写好... 虽然他很啰嗦, 但那是因为他老了 =) 还有他要提醒我们把事情做好... so, we love you mr president... 和大家吃了 dinner 才回家... 一天就那么过去了... 玩了一天, 很累!! 星期日一大早就得起床... 我又迟到了... 很讨厌... sorry peiting... sorry vincent... the carrot seller =p

翻看以前的 post... 发现我的 blog 来了个说话比我毒的来客... 到底那是谁呢?

最近还发生蛮多事的... 想过回去念书... 那就可以避开公司里讨人厌的人与事... 可是仔细想想世界每一个角落都有我看不顺眼或看我不顺眼的人... 除非去无人岛, 不然去到那里我都会面对烦人的人事关系... 想过退出 raleigh committee... 那就不需要烦一堆我很想做, 但没时间完成的事... 我很想为 raleigh 付出更多... 但我真的累了... 觉得对不起 president, 可是人生里还有很多事情需要我操心... 很抱歉, raleigh 不是我生命的 top priority... 换个角度想: 那不是在逃避吗... 为了对自己负责任... 对关心我的人负责任... 我不可以那么任性... 一直逃避问题... 不爽就辞职... 那么我什么时候才可以存够钱去 UK 找 xiao yao... 和 5+3 去 japan... 有时候会问自己: 为何我那么介意别人怎么看我... 我不能控制人家的想法... 只要自己开心又不伤害人那就 OK 了嘛... 为什么我总是为说过的话和做过的事耿耿于怀... so, 以后我只要在说话前想个5秒再开口... 应该可以避免说错话吧... 我知道我讲话很直... 有些人说我很毒... 我以为和我熟的人明白那是我说话的方式... 我并没有恶意... 可是, 往往说的人无意... 听的人却会错意... 小心说话 认真工作 开心过日子 这是我对2009年的展望... 加油哦!!!

大家看了我之前的 post 都在想: 可爱的 luyi 到底发生什么事啦? 别担心... 我还好... 我又长大了一点点啦... haha... 本来打算把一切往肚里吞就算了... 还是老妈有本事... 一眼就发现我心情不好... 一下子就搞定我把事情的来拢去脉告诉她... 说了出来, 感觉好多了... 不再耿耿于怀... 人家不理我... 我就识趣些自己找节目咯... 只要他们不影响到我的工作... 管他们在背后怎么说我... 妈妈常: 说无论一个人有多坏, 他还是有知心的朋友... 相反的, 无论一个人有多好, 还是有人讨厌他... 所以呢, 做人必须看开一点才会过得快乐... 我没事了... 真的... 多谢大家的关心... 有你们在我身边, 我会永远快快乐乐的...

i can sense that something's wrong but not really sure what went wrong... hope it is not what i thought... pray for the best... 一直相信自己会很坚强的 无论发生什么事 都会好好地待下去 不可轻易离开 这是我对很多人的承诺

Dear frens, i am confirmed already!!! hahahah... quite happy loh... thought they'll extend my probation since the client complained about my writing skills... after the appraisal, alex asked me: do u think you are confirmed now? i was like... hmm... should i say yes... but i dare not to loh... haha... had a long long chat with alex n benjamin... it was quite a fruitful chat... got everything settled... the last time we had a heart-to-heart chat was after the clive / stuff networking party... they were both quite drunk... so on the way home, we got the opprotunity to talk about all the little things which i always wanted to ask... they answered all my questions n advice me the dos n donts... really appreciated the sincere chat with both the seniors... alchohol plays an important role sometimes though... haha... alright, confirmed now... cant simply resign... it's not easy to get a job at the moment... sometimes i do have the urge to just leave n get a new job... but i undertsand...

something traumatized me yesterday... i dreamt about rosanne (my client from singapore who complained about me) chasing me for PR plans for Photos for the Future... OMG... i dont dare to open my eyes at that moment loh... i will definitely faint to see her in fromt my eyes... then she asked me, hey where's the PR plan? i want it now... super scary-nya... i must be very stressed loh... 做梦也梦见工作... 有够可怜的... FYI, Photos for the Future is a community initiative by The History Channel to preserve history... for ppl who love taking pictures, it's a super great news coz you may submit pictures with historical significance to historyasia.com starting from 10 Nov... if your story is interesting enough, you'll get to see your story on air (Astro channel 555)... the pictures will also be exhibited sometime in feb next year... share the past with the future... come join Photos for the Future... mari mari... 来来来... my sunday ended with having farewell dinner with wei sen who is going to ...

cant believe that they are out of the race lah... i think im one of the few ppl in the country to know about this before the race was shown on TV last nite... it was quite torturing to keep such a shocking news as secret for 2 days but actually you would love to share it with ppl who support bernie n henry... i kept thinking that it was not true when i got to know about it since tues... i thought it was merely a prank by the tv station to hype up the excitement... not until i watched it on tv last nite... oh gosh, they are really eliminated from the race... hmm... it was just not their day loh... they chose to take on the longer route to india... then they missed the connecting flight... n now they are out... anyway, i still believe that they are the best team in TARA season 3...

some really stupid stuff happen to me again... yup, it's again related to work... i've started to dislike going to work every morning... trying hard to get MC... anyhow, i realised that i like my job ver much, i dont mind staying back alone to prepare for the media event... i enjoy monitoring the papers espcecially when i know my news will be out on that day... just that i dislike working with a few ppl (colleagues and clients) who have been treating me like a working machine or a slave... got invited to kar lye's NOT surprise bday party last nite... finally met the big bro... felt better after complaining to him... haha... i enjoy listening to him analyzing my strengths... it made me feel that im a capable person... i realised that i am so so much better than what the super kiasu client bitched about me... whenever im upset, im glad to have the entire raleigh family, especially the committee to cheer me up... really thanks to everyone who willingly listen to my never endin...

great to know that sis is having fun there...

i spent 3 hours in the jam yesterday... 3 freaking hours!!! i can reach ipoh or melaka already loh... super cold n hungry... i ran in the rain to the carpark n was totally wet... then on the way home i started to DRY de, still hadn't reached home... what happened to LDP?? ya i know it's raining but it's a striaght road mah with no traffic light... just drive lah... y have to slow down... no flood, no accident... dont understand why i have to spend 3 hours on the road... i was supposed to send bro to tuition... by the time i reached home, it's almost time to pick him up from his class... darn annoying lah... my usual routine during traffic jam is to call a few orang-s in raleigh to complain about the stupid jam... n to gossip... this time i call the same few ppl again... we talked for about half an hour... n i was still stuck at the same spot... this is what i did during the 3 hours jam...

my lonely convo was not that lonely actually... met a few orang-s along the way... my new frens, Leroy n Cheryl... just like me, they r the only ppl who attend the convo from their class... they sat next to me... they r very funny ppl... we look through the program booklet n laugh at funny names... they dared each other to do silly stuff... that's how we get to take this picture with mr loy... (i noticed him while i was waiting to get my scroll on the stage... i was on the stage for only 10 seconds n i noticed him... he 's quite good looking from far lah... haha) my sis's best fren, wei jenn.. was quite surprised to see her at the convo... was not too sure if she remembers me... so i dont dare to call her until i saw her name in the booklet... she is the best student from business school... wow... daddy n mummy my dearest mummy

besides supporting crack the case roadshow at one utama, my dear frens may also support me at the celebration of world contraception day at Ikano power centre on 11 n 12 october... told u guys im busy mah... im really busy... haha... will be working this saturday... so see u guys there lah... lots of goodies to win too... fyi, lavin seow together with her husband, christien new will be sharing real-life experiences of having an unplanned pregnancy... just realised today that i have to liaise with lavin for the next few months as she is also the ambassador for my another client... i guess i'll be seeing her more often... hmmm... super tired these few weeks, hope i'll b free-er next week... actually im a bit upset that i wont be able to join raleigh's IW this time... since this is my event, i have no choice but to be on duty in the weekend... so guys, have fun there ya... climb bukit kutu on my behalf... n hopefully u guys will get to find my mouth piece there... ahaha... los...

dear frens, do support my event at One Utama from 9 to 12 Oct... come join the Crime & Investigation Network's roadshow... it's next to Baskin Robbins at first floor promenade... lots of goodies to win... the media launch was quite fun... media attendance was so much more positive than expected... client is happy n im very happy too... i have put a lot of effort to make this happen... i have managed to secure the interview with NTV7 too... (went to their studio on tuesday for live interview with the breakfast show... the make-up room looks like those i saw on tv... met daphene n hansen... hansen is quite good looking... haha...) the main highlight of the event is always about the food... refreshment was held at italianies... it is quite a posh restaurant... was quite happy that i get to try the food for free... haha... the pasta, pizza, salad, fried sotong n dessert are super delicious... all the hard work, especially all the hassle troubling me the nite before the event r...

i need my sis desperately... she has just left home for a week... i already realised how much i miss her... i need the PSP charger... i need the digicam charger... i need my photo album... only sis knows where to get all these items... when i need some1 to talk to... to complain about silly ppl i met i work... i'll miss sis even more... i bet she's having a great tine in Sabah... was quite worried when i failed to contact her since she left... only received her sms yesterday... wish i could join her in Sabah... i miss long pasia lah...

假期就那么过完了... 和 yao farewell + yum cha... 陪妈妈看电视 + 吃早餐... 和 president 谈公事... 见 raleigh gang... 感觉上过得还不错... 其实, 心里一直有点挣扎... 心情也不太好... 一直希望假期永远不要结束... 之前觉得去工作没什么... 现在开始有少少想逃避... 尤其是星期日晚上总有很多不愿意... 我知道长大了就必须工作... 可是要适应这个社会真的不容易... 自从同事对我训话后, 我心里就很不舒服... 不喜欢和虚伪的人相处... 不喜欢戴假面具的人... 要自己控制情绪继续工作... 有时候真的觉得很辛苦... 在家里, 我是公主... 在弟弟妹妹面前, 我是天下无敌的大姐... 在朋友眼中, 我是开心果... 从小就认为自己很厉害... 功课好... 家境好... 人缘也不错... 未来一定是一片光明... 开始工作以后, 渐渐发现这世界没想象中完美... 以为时间久了就可以适应... 可是我的生活里渐渐地失去了去工作的乐趣... 我不喜欢悲观的自己... 我很努力地想变会以前天不怕地不怕的茹薏... 我告诉自己要加油... 可是好几次放工回家途中都差点哭了出来... 我也不明白有什么好哭的... 只是被人讲几句... 然后有很多很多东西要带回家做... 心里就觉得好委屈... 也许是从小就没吃什么苦... 遇到一点点挫折就特别难受吧... 跟很多人相比, 我超幸福的... 实在没什么好埋怨... 我脆弱的玻璃心, 请你争气一点吧... 不要再那么容易沮丧了... 希望我的心快点好起来... 我需要很多很多快乐的能量... 加油吧!!!

yao will be going back to UK very soon... had a great time with KB gang at ole ole bali... thanks everyone!

OMG... im seriously super tired these 2 weeks... Yao is leaving soon, i dont even have the time to spend more quality time with her... i really wish to meet her more often... it seems like we have not done something special + unforgetable yet... i wont say that i hate my job, but it is really tiring n challenging... especially when u r working with unpredictable colleagues and clients... i have work to bring home almost every weekend... but some of them dont even have to work on friday... unfair!! mummy asks me not to complain too much as not everyone in the company can be trusted... the more i reveal, the more they can bitch about me... sometimes i really dont care as i need to release all the tension + disappointment... since i started internship, i realised working life is not fun at all... yup, you'll be super proud when your event goes well... you get to meet celebrities... if you are lucky enough, you'll get nice goodie from clients... however, behind all this glitz n gla...