~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

japanese friends told me after rubbing the feet of Biliken, i'll gain good luck  looking forward to more good things to happen in 2015  dear friends and family who have been worrying about me, im all fine!  thanks for the love & trust, truly appreciate the company and text messages im still the same luyi who likes to talk, loves desserts, enjoys shopping and traveling!  had lots of fun during the trip up north  a lot of ME time to recollect my thoughts  recharged after the 5 day break and im back  back to facing more challenges and looking forward to welcome 2015! 

原本以为自己很潇洒。 拿得起放得下，很正常的重复我该做的事，忘记我该忘记的。 可是当我看见事实，我还是会难过。 心里酸酸的，不断问为什么。 哪里出错了。怎么变更好。 原来我还是介意。 现在好像明白凄厉人妻所说的回不去了。 有些事发生了，有些话说了，就真的回不去以往那样的单纯。 祝福自己，也祝福你。 希望我们会很好。 我相信我们一定会！

  no one can decide what i deserve  i have the final say of my life  I AM LUYI!

  kobe port tower   ikuta shrine   ijinkan, where all the foreign residences are located   i miss solo backpacking  it's time for self reflect. be independent. and explore your limits :) 

  lots of farewell recently  best team mate has finally left  wishing him all the best in his new job  as i always say, once team mate, forever team mate  we must keep in touch!  missing him. he'll be my business partner one day :)    my new hobby probably the only sports i can handle with confidence, lol  too much ups n downs.  cant wait for 2014 to end.  i look forward to a better, more adventurous yet fruitful 2015! 

  the best is yet to come!  always have faith :) 

  champion sis is back for a week she came back for a conference but then missed her flight  and stayed back for another couple of days  thanks for helping me with the stupid tent card printing & cutting we worked till 4am and she has a flight to catch the next day  that explains why i was so angry when client decided to reprint the whole bunch of tent cards we'll definitely travel together next year! 

不知什么时候开始我们原有的关系渐渐变了。我们互相依靠，互相取暖。我们享受彼此的陪伴。 原本只是单纯的工作伙伴变成几乎天天见面的好朋友。一起奋斗，一起疯狂，一起建立了很多很多的回忆。谢谢你为我做的一切。谢谢你的不抗拒。谢谢你的配合。就算只是应酬，那也很温暖。 那一晚的温暖，我会记在心里很久很久。永远的好朋友！   thank you :) 

  celebrated mummy's birthday with cousins she had a great celebration  be happy always, mummy i love you!   boss' birthday falls on the same day as mummy's  we celebrated with the team and other colleagues the night before  as his best staff, of coz i gotta get him something special  decorated his parking lot with love letters  and he didn't drive on that day =.=" to appreciate my effort, he went home during lunch time to get his car thanks boss for being such a lengzai boss  sorry for always challenging your patience i know you love me for who i am :P

  still editing photos, sneak peak of the 1 week trip!  my camera wasnt behaving well after falling into the river back in NZ 2 years ago initially plan to get a new camera, but it was too rush and i dont wanna spend more on the trip then one day i realised:  photos are just secondary. memories remain forever  so here you go my slightly blur-ish photos :)    and thanks to my new fren mr selfie stick i get quite decent photos posing with significant landmark, LOL    still unable to capture kobe tower after 30mins this is the best shot, haha!  stay tune for the story telling session

going to japan in 5 days. solo trip but i dont mind at all. ex travel mate has been annoying. i have learnt that first impression doesnt count. it takes time to determine whether a person is the perfect travel mate. my sis is still the best. no matter how we fight, she's still my sis.  anyway, im pretty excited to meet host families and friends in osaka. it has been 12 years since i met them. and i desperately need some ME time to re-examine what i have missed and what's the next goal. time for self reflection!    yap lu ying, when's our next trip? 

have not been writing for quite some time. agree that busy shouldn't be an excuse. if you have the heart for something, you'll make time for it. so im back in action. will continue to write more frequently, i hope :)  so i have resigned but decided to stay back on my last week. got increment. most importantly i get to stay with my fellow team mates. the best team mates i have ever met!    together we fight every battle drink till we drunk work hard . play hard love u all!  the other good news is my best fren from HK, Samantha is getting married next March, i'll definitely be there for her. am so happy! after years, they finally tie the knot.    congratulations to Lance & Saman!  See you on 15 March :)  Stay tune for more updates. oh ya, im going to Japan next next Tues. Solo travel after 2 years. Excited! 

  you know i know la no need to say it out :) 

  that's always the toughest question coz u dont know what will happen in future  u're hoping for the best but sometimes life isn't as smooth as what u expect u wanna go further but uncertainty is holding u back u wish u have the courage like what u usually do  but reality has taught u to be conservative so tell me what i should do now

  SMILE =D everything will be fine always be the sunshine to those who love you   choose what u want to be and what that makes u happy never give up keep fighting  for you n me :)  gah yau ar pang yau! looking forward to our celebrations!

  missing the good ol' days in NZ especially the days in ruapehu national park is a boring place to a lot of people but i have spent 4 months here met a lot of awesome people  done the "dirtiest" job  went hiking alone  learnt snowboarding  too much to share. if i can travel back in time i wanna live in national park for a longer period of time

  the weather was cold but we felt warm we're rewarded with chocolate for the friendship for remaining innocent despite the hard times for appreciating every little thing in life  keep walking, keep smiling  there's always surprises in life that worth celebrating  jia you! 

  thanks team mates for the assurance  i know you guys love me, i love u all too!  special thanks to dear, alex and KH for listening to my rantings i'll be a better person, i promise!    i have to gain better EQ to not regret on what i have decided  stay strong, luyi will not be defeated so easily  i am sorry for what i have done to my one n only boss but i do not regret on the decision made   he always appear at the right moment  he knows it if im sad or happy  thank you so much for being with me  im such a lucky girl  :) 

it has been quite some time since i updated my blog. have been super busy for the past 3 months. finally the event was over. i hope i'll gain more personal time for the things i like.  i need a break!    heart!