~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

亲爱的， 一切的一切应该结束了 虽然结果和你想象的有些许不一样 但就如某人说，不是什么都会如你所愿 因为你不能控制的范围有很多 谈了又谈，想了又想 身边的人都对你的愚蠢绝望了 是时候来个华丽的转身 漂亮地离开 很久以前就知道的结果 该接受现实了 你是个好人 无法变成坏人 不要再纠缠下去 不要再心软 你绝对值得幸福   离开奢望 走向希望

自信 乐观 骄傲 执着 一直是我坚强的支柱。 人生当中鸟事很多，但我不曾后悔自己的决定。 无论结果如何，只要努力过，就不会有遗憾。 人生里过客很多，但每个人都不会再遇到第二个相同的人。 所以我爱恨分明，喜欢对谁好就对谁好，想讨厌谁就讨厌谁。   长大了很明白人生的现实 不像童话故事那么完美 认真生活，绝不让自己后悔 =)

自寻烦恼了几天，在发现自己有多愚蠢时真的觉得很搞笑。 什么时候一向自信的我变得疑神疑鬼 乐观的我变得悲观 由天不怕地不怕变成了缩头乌龟 其实真相一直没变，是自己想太多了。 不可以再那么轻易被人影响我的情绪，我的思绪，我的一切！ 我要继续做自己，继续勇往直前，继续热血！ 幸好及时反省，做自己最轻松自在！   im still the happy go lucky luyi with super bright smile :) 

从来没有因为我们的事而哭， 但今晚我真的真的觉得好累了， 好想大哭一场，然后明天醒来就把一切忘了。 是我天真还是执着？ 原本好胜乐观的我，去了哪里？ 我好想好想听你说我不傻 我好想好想不再为你难过 我好想好想可以潇洒一点 我好想好想... 

there's no answer to my prayers  there's no reply to my text messages  there're no response to my confession  i have to leave  to start a better life  to meet better guys  to write different stories  i wish you'll say yes to my prayers  be with me when i need you  wish me best of luck and send me off  take care till we meet again. love u always, my dear! 

got my employment pass, woohoo!  cant express how excited and happy i was when i got the phone call to announce the approval  i am leaving in 2 months  to a new working environment  to start my new chapter this is indeed a very good opportunity for me to leave everything behind and hit the restart button i deserve to be better and i will be fine!  one thing for sure, i will miss all of you aza aza fighting! 

  perhaps the last best team mate from the gang  and forever my ST gor gor who helps me cut paper  drives me to lunch teaches me how to be bad and gives me all the courage to be myself    because you're my best best team mate  so you deserve a special birthday gift  happy 30th birthday~ truly treasure the friendship and  all the bitter sweet memories in the 2 years  thanks and all the best!

i have been declaring that i'll write more. post more updates etc. but my last post was a month ago =.=  i blame the busy work and social life, lol. march has been good.  attended colleague's Hello Kitty wedding. attended a very touching wedding in HK. met the Raleigh HK family. sis hosted me at her new place and her bike was stolen the day after i left. i bet her bike missed me too much.  won two major projects. was excited for few days then the passion cool down. i know this wont be what i'll be doing for the rest of my career.  ex client contacted me for a job opportunity. just appear at the right time to get rid of my current routine. i thought i should take the challenge. flew to SG to visit the new office. and im in!  preparing all the docs for employment pass. looking for a room. contacting frens in SG. next would be telling my handsome boss im leaving.  looking forward to the new life. re.start. and all will be good. 

celebrated my 2nd anniversary with best best team mate. dinner and movie date concluded the celebration. i had a happy night despite the argument during the day. thank you!    2 years with the team  time to say good bye, haha! 

a date to remember. didn't expect it coming but i have no regrets. life is full of surprises anyway :) 

  my 29th birthday  made my very precious birthday wishes with birthday sundae  and my fav drink yes, gotta admit drinking is one of my fav past time now so what, im already 29 :P   thanks to everyone who celebrated by big day with me  i know all of you love me. im blessed!    met the girls whom i know for more than 20 years  told them a very shocking news, am glad they're with me  thank you so much for the friendship & support   CNY roadtrip to PD we hiked. we swam. we ate. we drank. we talked  i have the best siblings!    thanks for visiting the museum with me on such a hot day  :)   the last surprise in Feb  best team mate got me sparkles as reward for helping him while he was away didnt expect we'll end up having a wonderful night together thank you everyone for the sweet memories in Feb  i look forward to welcoming March 2 weddings to...

  im more excited of my birthday than CNY, lol  happy birthday, luyi

  2015 vs 2014  still gorgeous and sexy :)    the team  we're all alcoholics!    favorite people in office  my smoko buddy, maluri buddy, Yap dai gah jie, drinking kaki and my best best team mates  2 years of friendship but we know we'll be friends for life    thanks for the princess treatment really appreciate the special appearance even though you're super busy u should know how happy i am the super sweet memories will remain forever i miss u

my last day being 28. went lunch with BFF Xiao Yao had a sweet n short catch up with her. am glad we always support each other, under any circumstance. thank you so much. love you!  dinner with the family. had simple dishes at a chinese restaurant but im blessed to have them with me all the time.  no matter how immature i am, they will stand by my side. daddy, mummy sis and bros are the BESTEST!  had an early celebration with the raleigh gang last monday. am happy we always gather on special occasions despite our busy schedule.  thank you for the lovely thought, the gift, the cakes, the balloons and the banner.    i am 29 tomorrow! 

   the image says it all  have just registered to volunteer at Shangrila Marathon  got my air tickets and acceptance email from the race director  have always been wanting to backpack in China didnt expect opportunity arises so soon  just go with the flow! yay!  some of my friends are excited about it  some might not understand why i spend money on something that doesnt bring any profit  it's the experience that counts, people!  life isnt about how much profit you earn  chapters in life that you have been going through is more important  i dont want to wake up one day with lots of cash but full of regrets  so i am going to kunming in april! wow! 

  even though we're miles apart you have never failed to send me your love am glad to have you as my BFF thank you :)  PS: Happy 29th Birthday! 

说好了的保持正常就这样被一场梦给戳破了 原本平静的心又被拨动 自以为的我好了，并还没好 一切的风平浪静并不代表什么也没发生过 这谁都知道的道理真的很讨厌 心 的感应 就是那么真实 那么咄咄逼人 逼着你接受现实 面对自己 该来的 逃不了 唯有更努力维持这不想被改变的友情 加油！

  ferris wheel, sign of joy & romance   leading you all the way to where the heart belongs   looking through the tranquility of a busy city peace is always within our reach   white fluffy clouds, blue blue sky  what a perfect day  was here alone. i promise the next time i'm here again  it'll be two of us 

  finally someone is helping me to capture this special moment  cleaning both hands before making wish   while walking around gion  before the camera ran out of battery    went hiking in nara sunset is so pretty. worth the hike    the golden pavilion  there're so many tourists, only managed to take photo from far   one of the best moments  walking around with your huge backpack, lol    night view of dotonbori

one of the biggest achievements in the first week will be both me and him are back to normal state just like how we used to be good frens who will wait for each other during lunch text you when you stay back till late just as warm! completing the year long proposal that will affect the entire team is also significant super busy for almost a week. even on public holiday and weekend it's so stressful when your colleagues from different departments check on you every half an hour just to make sure you didnt ruin their destiny anyway, the reply email from client has made my day! worth all the hard work chatting with sis on weekday is rare we talk about our future. my trip in march. travel plans cant wait to see her next month also the annual trip to HK excites me to the max so first week of 2015 was not too bad. enjoy every moment of it thank you everyone! :)