~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

hope mummy stays happy and healthy forever! 

some questions have no definite answers staying positive is the only solution i need more positive energy to keep me motivated way to go, girl!  impossible is nothing =)

it's a happy outing with kalai kali kaler plus archin and dino!!! it has been so so long since i hang out with raleigh gals. everyone is busy with their work/studies. and we're living quite far away from each other. kepong gang doesnt exist anymore...  well, it's kalai's birthday (again). yes again, haha! still remember every year we would be celebrating her birthday at least twice or more. this year i couldnt make it to her birthday party with her big family coz i was in penang that weekend. thus we went for a chinese dinner with the usual gang. it's so fun catching up with everyone. the non-stop laughter and gossips! haha... ok we must meet up again.  went shopping at FOS with archin before the dinner. it's part of the highlight for the nite! we love FOS!  kalai kali kaler + archin (taken 2 years ago)

spot my initial? haha 这次旅行，我发现我已经不习惯一般人的旅游模式。 觉得等人很烦。对不起啊我亲爱的妹妹。我终于可以体谅你的心情了。haha 下次我一定要旧地重游，来个不那么一般的旅程。 anyway, 我还是要感谢老朋友们的努力，让这次旅行成功完成。 好朋友真的要常见面！大家加油！

this is to kill time while waiting for the mega huge file to download. yes working from home. still working now. and yes i miss traveling with sis. there are so many great taiwan movies premiering since we came back. hope they'll bring them to msia too.  i still have not decided where to go for year end holiday. air ticket to anywhere is expensive. so am thinking should i just splurge on air tix to HK? since i cant get cheaper flights to other places anyways. and i look forward to spence's drinking party.. haha.. but i also wanna spend time with BFF coz she's coming back for christmas! oh dilemma... 

con call with client is the most torturous job scope. she is an alien. she doesn't understand human language and norms. ppl call her micro-manager, i say she's from mars.  i wanna advice all companies who don't trust their pr agency to save their budget on pr. no point hiring someone whom you don't have faith in. if you want someone who listen to you all the time, get a machine. it'll work better, trust me. the con call ended after an hour of you talk, we listen. we talk, you argue.  but that's fine. im meeting my taylors girls tonite. this alien can never ruin my day. after work, lepak in tropicana mall while waiting for the girls. read almost all the parenting-kids mags in borders, how pathetic! im not workaholic, im just responsible, haha. quite sien, so i visit lawyer Q at his office. a short but sweet catch up. he's curious how can a company functions without admin staff and cleaner. im still figuring that question out too, haha. tell me when you...

please tell me how to get an ant-eater. i'll make him my favorite pet. i desperately want to kill all the ants in office! it's super super irritating to see them crawling on the desk, around my laptop, everywhere in the office! killing ants is my new hobby now. will insect repellent help? rumour says ants hate cucumber. i must try that. i have had enough patience with the ants. they are the tiniest creatures, but definitely the most annoying ones. arghhhhhhh i got a new challenge today (besides thinking ways to kill ants). i need to make friends with at least 3 journalists every week, starting this week. some more malay media wor.. i only speak malay with my maid lor. ohhhh how am i gonna meet the KPI. macam mana ni... anyway i manage to take leave next fri, yay =) finally our first trip. how long have we been delaying this? haha. cant wait to hang out with my taylors girls! i wanna eat as much yummy food as i can! 

monday blue is my new challenge. i have not been complaining about monday blue for the past 1.5 years. now i have to get used to it once again. plus tmr is day one without supervision of manager. kinda nervous.  no more reminder for daily update, weekly WIP, clipping report, monthly report etc. i'll have to do it myself. hope the new colleague is someone friendly. fingers crossed.

thanks for the song dedication 听着听着，真的好想哭哦 很符合我们的situation, 感动-ing~ im lucky to have u as my BFF! 超想你的，继续努力吧... 期待我们完成梦想的一天 5+3 Cafe 等着我们 =)

i believe all of us have this love-hate relationship with air asia. i really love the now-everyone-can-fly idea, coz im one of them who is flying quite frequently with them. but i hate it more than i love it! ishhh air asia decides your travel destination. so true right? you'll know what's the cheapest deal by looking at the photo albums posted on FB. so now it's time to visit taiwan & UK & melbourne! i have seen at least 10 albums of these places posted online. enough!  hey frens, pls stop posting photos from taiwan. im so tempted to book another air tix, just for the yummy stinky tofu and wufenpu!  taiwan i miss you! who can resist yummy food? omg!

i have been working in the agency for a month, wow!  media friends thought i am mad, why would i join agency after working on client side for a year. i have no choice lah! u think i so stupid meh. am waiting for my ex client to dong shan zai qi! haha.  i still cant accept the fact that there is no cleaner, no direct line/phones, no server/computers, no pantry and the most important point NO LENGZAI in the office. anyway, i have signed the offer letter. so i gotta accept all these.  i still enjoy working from home (obviously!) but working hours now are pretty flexible too. just that the daily reports gotta be sent by 1030am, thanks to the anal client. im doing pretty fine till now. lots of ranting i know, but work load and everything else seem OK. who doesn't complain at work, right?  to celebrate my one month anniversary, i will get myself something. what's the something? yet to be decided. most probably a holiday (i hope)! 

my first major event after so long.  hello people, im back! finally i met the 'spawn', yes she is mafan, very mafan! wonder how she got the job. typical ah lian from kiasu land  luckily i didnt die in the gas explosion at empire.  die at work, very hmm daii lor...  some more it's just my first month wor i know im lucky! yay! 

曾经到访过落后地区的人或多或少都会赞成，城市人的不满足于现况是很悲哀的。 也许你会同情住在乡下的人没有水电供应，生活不方便。没有百货公司，得自己种菜缝衣服。没有汽车，去哪儿都得走一天的路。 其实这些对他们来说都不怎么重要。重要的是，他们活得快乐自在。 他们不被名利所诱惑。他们的每一天只为过得平安健康。不是吗？ 至少我在乡下认识的朋友每一个都对生活从满热情，虽然他们没有很好的生活环境。 他们安于现状，觉得那样的生活没什么不好，有一点点意外的收获就很开心。他们脸上的笑容很令人羡慕。 现在的城市人为了工作而失去了自由和健康，还有与家人相处的时间。稍有成绩，就想要更多的金钱更高的地位。这些欲望永远都追不完。什么时候才足够呢？才能休息呢? 这也就是城市人自以为很棒的生活品质，但其实很空洞。 城市人的笑容都不持久，有些甚至很虚伪。相比于乡下人，他们可以为了捕到一条鱼而挂着微笑一整天；为了一顿团圆饭忙了一天依然保持着笑脸迎人。 基本的生活条件足够就好，不要太强求，才能过得快乐。这就是我在乡下学到的道理。 很无奈的，在城市里住了那么久，我们都回不去了。回不去当初的简简单单，轻轻松松。

照理我今天应该为星期四的发表会忙个不停。但我却受不了FB一直有五月天的最新消息。就进去看了下。看了北京，再看香港，再看看上海。 为什么他们没有来马来西亚？ 而且还答应中国歌迷在票房最高的三个城市办免费新歌演唱会。OMG！我也要去！ 电影里没有马来西亚演唱会的片断我已经很伤心了，现在又不来这里，为什么？ 喜欢五月天的朋友，请赶快进戏院看3DNA。票房好，他们可能会来咯！OAOA!  曾经我也是3DNA的一份子。

finally i get positive reply from my ex client, yay! it's fated lor... that's all i can say. haha.  watched nasi lemak 2.0 last nite. no comments yet. need some time to digest. hope i get the jokes right. haha.  but the discussion on whether the movie will be banned is interesting enough to keep everyone excited about the movie.  anyway, nothing much to update about work. oh i hate being the despatch girl. dont think that's cost effective. i spend more than an hour just to find a freaking building! guess i shall just pay the courier company.  PS: this is the happiest week since i started work. thanks to kepong gang! i love you all! no worries la, i wont burn your house, you guys are my bestest pals! =) 

photo editing is an addictive hobby. am getting a little anti social recently. hence i pick up the hobby. it's cool to have some ME time over the long weekend. to figure out what i wanna achieve. what i like doing. what i can and cannot bear with.  the more taiwanese drama i watch, the more i miss taiwan. LLQ, lets get our dream started. move there, like now!  on another note, sometimes i really think i venture into the wrong industry. why i dont get business trips overseas?  i shall just stop here. before i start ranting about work. long weekend shouldn't be bothered by work. ciao! 

step 1: 听人生海海 step 2: 看五月天演唱会 step 3: 决定自己的梦想 step 4: 努力追梦 step 5: 再看一场五月天万人演唱会 梦想就实现啦！

一定要好好向偶像学习 努力朝梦想迈进 我的五月天 我的梦想 加油！

looking forward to hearing some good news soon. haha.  this is just step one. hoping to take step two very soon.  do not procrastinate is the morale of the story.  =)

email from bff never fail to cheer me up (like every time)! thanks so much for the words of encouragement and confidence you have in me. sometimes i really wonder: am i as great as what you think? haha dear bff,  i miss u a lot, especially when im confused about what decision is right. which path to take. being 10500km apart, we can only rely on communication thru emails and FB. but that's good enough. i look forward to getting your next email every time i hit send on my end. your emails somehow have the magic power to help me with decisions needed in life. thanks so much! i truly mean it.  what i could do now is to wish u best of luck in your thesis, so we shall reunite soon! miss u xxx