~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

很久没这样的感觉了... 害怕上学, 甚至想尽藉口只为了不需去上课... 这种幼稚的想法恐怕只有在小孩子的世界才会出现吧... 错了, 一个20岁的人也会有逃学的念头... 更作了个很恐怖的恶梦... 最后一个学期了, 我们必须办一个campaign... 下个星期就是讲座会了, 但还有一堆没搞定的事... 这几天一直睡不好... 还梦见我在课堂上被lecturer骂得好惨... 其实我也尽力完成自己的本分... 可是还是逃不过被骂的下场... 我好害怕... 真的不想上学了... 我想这就是日有所思夜有所梦... 早上醒来时, 我不敢张开眼睛... 一直催眠自己今天不必上学... 我真的不想上学... 奈何, 人总要面对现实... 好吧, 就勇敢些吧... 在今早的课堂上, 我果然被骂得狗血淋头... 算, 我明白那不是我的错... 他要乱骂人, 就由他吧... 所谓, 小不忍则乱大谋... 当时我真的想过拿了书包就走人... 不上课了... 但为了这最后一个学期... 没必要为了和老师赌气而当掉一科... 气一会儿就消了... 没那么气了... 回到家时, 就收到那最最爱邀功的烂人的来电... 假装没接他的电话... 他再打来... 知道是为了我们的final year project... ok, 我接... 他一开口就问我到底发生什么事... 为什么我那么对他... 其实那问题应该是我问的吧... 他叫我联络了好几个机构, 邀请他们出席我们举办的讲座... 可是最后因一些政策上的问题, 有些机构不能来了... 我们也不可能为了他们而改变我们的计划... 那不是任何人的错... 但为什么他要埋怨我... 还告诉lecturer他一人可以找到新的讲师... 那么我之前的努力不就白费了嘛... 我有信心可以把该办的事办好... 他却告诉我不必了... 他一人就行了... 我生气很理所当然啊... 我又没有怎样... 只是生气而已... 他一直说很不公平... 他一人要承担那么多的责任... 还要看我的脸色... 他一直在说他的委屈... 我听了就更生气... 嘿, 你怎么了... 谁敢给你脸色看哦... 你可是boss哦!! 我已经很客气的了... 现在你开口叫我帮忙, 我不是答应你了嘛... 你还想怎样... 从来没人敢那么对待我... 抢了我的功劳就算... ...

生日过了快一个半月吧... 还收到各方朋友寄来的简讯... 蛮窝心的... 无可否认在生日当天, 没收到他们的祝福... 是有少少失望啦... 尤其是那班所谓的好兄弟... 算啦, 既然现在已收到礼物了... 就原谅你们吧... 哈哈... 还有谁若想补送礼物... 我可是十分欢迎的哦...

8/3 : Shiong Yih's birdDay hey, 生日快乐... 虽然我记得你的生日, 但我并没传简讯祝福你... 原因是, 你也没在我生日时祝福我... 没办法啦... 我就是那么记仇的... 谁叫你重色轻友... 哈哈... 9/3 : Yong's birdDay 老弟, 祝你破蛋日快乐... 哈哈... 每天都快快乐乐哦... 加油加油!! 14/3 : Kirk's Birthday happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to KIRK, happy birthday to u... *have a wonderful birthday...* 18/3 : 可欣's Birthday wow, 你快出国念书了... 而且还是去我最爱的日本... 好羡慕你哦... 在祝你生日快乐之余, 还得祝你一切顺利... 要好好保重... 别顾着看帅哥而荒废学业... 要加油哦!!

一直都对他没什么好感... 甚至有一段时间很讨厌他... 只要听见他的名字在一块出游的名单里... 说什么我也不会参与当天的活动... 可是他竟然和我的好朋友蛮要好的... 这另我非常左右为难... 每次我要拒绝参与他们办的活动, 都要想个不会让人怀疑的好藉口... 我害怕朋友们知道我不喜欢他... 我并不希望因为他而影响我和朋友们之间的友谊... 但昨晚当我再见到他时, 我发现自己已经没像以往那样讨厌他... 其实我们也可以有说有笑... 算啦... 以前我对他反感, 其实并不是他对我做了些什么伤天害理的事... 只是自己为曾经被他出卖的朋友感到不值...(也不可说是出卖啦, 就是他说骗话另他们被其他人误会... 唉, 很复杂的故事)... 事到如今, 那些大男人早已和好如初了... 我这个外人还干嘛还在生他的气呢? 好了, 就念在他是我好朋友的朋友... 我不再生气了... 他也快出国念书了... 在这祝福他一切顺顺利利... 心想事成...

因为若倩的关系, 今天放学后有机会到the curve的fitness first大开眼界... 也为mid sem画上句号... 下个星期就是study break了... 然后就mid sem exam... 时间过得好快哦... 我还有半个学期就毕业了吖... 言归正转... fitness first的服务蛮不错的... 如果我现在有份兼职, 也就是说有多于的收入... 很大可能我会成为他们的会员哦... 现在经济不景气... 所以咯... 哈哈... 那儿的工作人员并不会对你苦苦纠缠... 只是填了份简单的questionaire... 就可开始健身了... 蛮好玩的... 若倩就像是我们的健身教练... 一直在教我们如何使用那些用具和机器... 看来她还蛮熟练的... 嘿, 人家可是来练了整整两个星期哦... 连弈卉也说她瘦了... 差点就认不得她了... 这是有点夸张啦... 但若倩真的很坚持咯... 她几乎每天都会到健身中心报道... 我相信她一定很快就变得很fit了... 哈哈... 练了快两个小时... 蛮累的... 希望明天睡醒不会腰酸背痛啦... 对了, 忘了感谢若倩带领我和mel加入健康的人生... 哈哈... 加油哦!!

it's already end of february... i still have lots of work to do... specifically, college assignments... looking for sponsorship for our environmental awareness campaign... looking for speakers to deliver a speech during our seminar... prepare a media target plan... amending desktop placement... econs assignment... mid sem exam... im a science student... econs is like alien to me... i dun really understand what mr maren is trying to teach us... i tried my best... but still... oh oh... especially all the graph... i feel that im attending art class more to an econs lecture... i copied all the graph but i dun understand those theories... god help me pls... exam is coming soon... arrrgggg... im tired of all those assignments... wish that i could join yeefoong n kaiyee to Hong Kong... join the shopping spree... disneyland... shenzhen... kowloon... mongkok... anyway, i have to be realistic... i have exams... n it's my final sem... gotta work really hard... for a bright future... hehe...

im finally back from miri... i miss my family so so much... the conference was ok... the trip was fun... Lambir Hills National Park n Batu Niah... i'll never forget these 2 interesting places... i've made a new fren... mel's brother ~ jonathan... he's cute... in a nutshell, i enjoyed the excursion... haha... it should be a educational trip... but... haha... we played more than we learnt... not my fault... the lecturers started it... mr kumar... ms malar... n mr azmyl... they rocks man... they can be really crazy... just like the youngsters... oops... have to go college tomorrow... im still in holiday mood... but there r lots of work awaiting me... byebye holiday n hello college... yup before i forget, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEI MEI!! 生日快乐... 很高兴认识你... 你是个很棒的朋友... 希望我俩可以成为永远的朋友... ^ ^ 祝你有个美满的人生... 一切顺顺利利咯... 大家一起加油哦...

im going to miri tomorrow... hope everything will be fine... especially our presentation... cant celebrate valentines with my buddies... but i'll surely buy them souvenirs... some cute little stuff from miri... so wait for me yea... i'll be back on 18 feb... have lots of things to be completed before i leave... our major project needs sponsors... n some great speakers to speak on the event day... my moral assignment... feel so sorry for luoqian... coz mel n i will be away... so we cant hand in the assignment in time... what else??? letter for absenties... so lazy to do it... im going there to represent taylors... why do i need to apply for holiday... im not going for vacation... ok ok... enough of complaints... anyway, still wanna wish everyone... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ...

happy birthday to myself... 茹薏, 生日快乐!! n thanks to my college mates for having birthday lunch with me... thanks to everyone who send me birthday sms... ecards... n a lot of good wishes... im very happy today ^ ^... im 20 now, so what??? im still as cute as usual... as smart as usual... hehe... 佩玫, thanks for the CD n the picture... i love it so so much... so touch yea... almost cried... though it's jus half of the song but it already melted my heart... wish i could meet him in person... listen to his song once again... that will be so nice... 真的感谢你的心意... 我会好好收藏那张CD... 也会珍惜与你的友谊... 我也是很开心可以认识你... mel, thanks for the presents too... at first i was quite sad to go college on my birthday... but becoz of u and jess, magdalene n luo qian... i enjoyed my day... dunno what to say la... 总之, im very happy today la... 希望我永远都是朋友们心中的开心果... 看见大家快乐, 我也好快乐... 暂时就先说着那么多... 相信明晚和我的好姐妹相聚后, 会有更多惊喜和感动... 感谢大家记得我的大日子... love u all~~~

wow... i'll be 20 soon... very very soon... have been wondering how should a 20 years old young adult act like... can i still play around with my brother... oh i mean fight with him... ^ ^ can i still ask my maid to help me tie shoe lace... can i still ask my mum to pump petrol when my little kembara is running out of petrol... (still a lot more to go....) in my opinion, nothing will change though i turn 20... i am still me, rite?? i still can remain the same... i still can act as a kid... hehe... as long as i live happily... those who r already 20 or older... mind sharing some experinces of being a 20 years old young adult??? my teenhood will end soon... im so glad i enjoyed the 9 years of being a teen... thanks to everyone who has enriched my life with all kinds of memory... jokes... expereinces... love n care... n last but not least... special thanks to my beloved family n friends... n u who r reading this post too... arigatou~~

on the way to kenyir on the boat my tent new fren~ jennifer my slipper named * BLOOD * that's what i did this new year... will post more about the trip when i have the mood to do so... haha... anyway, i enjoyed the trip... tomorrow have to go college as usual... oh... im still in holiday mood... im sure all of u are the same ya... hehe... who likes to go college?? tell me... the worst is i have to present our moral education assignment this thursday... n it's my birthday... oh... i plan to skip college on that day but i cant due to the presentation... who wants to go college on his/her 20th birthday??? so cham ya... no choice... alright... have to sleep now... tata...

新年快乐... 染了一头紫红色的头发... 所谓红运当头嘛... 哈哈... 希望新的一年, 一切顺顺利利... 大家要风得风要雨得雨...

Lulu, your true color is Brown ! You're brown , a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart. 其实我蛮喜欢心理测验的... 有时候测验的结果很准... 有时候的结果只能供参考, 玩玩就算... 曾经想过要当个心理医生... 除了可以更了解自己... 也可以了解别人... 但, 像我那么八卦的人... 要是当心理医生... 压力一定很大... 因为要为病人守秘密... 对我而言, 很高难度... 哈哈...

身为一个学生, 最重要的不是把学业搞好吗? 为什么那么多人还有多余的时间和心机和男女朋友约会呢?? 其实约会倒还好啦... 就是不明白为何现今社会的人们, 可以很轻易地堕入爱河, 然后愿意把一切的心机付与一个不值得喜欢的对象? 明明知道不可能, 还是认为奇迹会出现? 也许我并没有恋爱的经验, 所以我不清楚恋爱所带来的喜怒哀乐... 可是, 我很满意现在的生活... 恋爱对我来说是生活的另一个bonus... 有或没有... 我都过得很好... 还是认为, 我应该好好念书... 有知己朋友... 家人在身边... 不是足够了吗... 一定要有爱情才算圆满... 我并不认为... 每一个少女都曾经为自己编织一个比白雪公主, 灰姑娘等故事更美好的童话世界... 但幻想归幻想... 现实归现实... 世上又会有多少个白雪公主和灰姑娘呢? 看见身边的朋友为了爱情付出了好多... 甚至可以违背原则, 做出一些自己一直以来都认为不该做的事... 最后得到的是一身的伤痕... 那值得吗? 那些爱得痴缠的人也许会认为我说这番言论是因为我没爱过... 所以并不明白爱情... 爱情就是需要不断付出... 就算浑身是伤... 那也无话可说... 就重要的是曾经狠狠爱一场... 可是, 身为一个明智的人... 为何要不断地伤害自己呢? 可以好好地生活... 为什么还要自寻烦恼... 这世上没有任何人会因为失去了谁而活不了... 你为了喜欢的人受了一身的伤... 可是他并不在乎... 那又何苦呢? (我并没有在针对任何人, 纯粹是我个人的意见) 每一个人, 应该为自己而活... 活得精彩... 活得快乐... 那才是活着的意义... **在这祝福那些谈着恋爱的朋友永远幸福... 更祝福那些还没谈恋爱的朋友, 好好享受单身生活吧... 每一刻都过得很棒, 很快乐... 加油哦!!**

Is your birthday day 9 of the month? Your Life You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what people think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get the chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy overand over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children. **this post is also a reminder to all people i know that my birthday is coming soon... i will be turning 20 on 9th february... in just less than a month's time, im no longer a teen... is it a good news or bad news?? haha**

今晚是我偶像五月天MAYDAY在大马的演唱会... 一直都梦寐以求出席他们的演唱会... 但, 我并没买票入场观赏他们的演出... 总认为大马演唱会的素质没台湾好... 气氛也比台湾差... 还是多存些钱到台湾观赏吧... 好想看看五月天在万人演唱会上的魅力... 一定超high的...

好久没用华语写blog了... 是时候磨练磨练... 现在的人都认为华语很重要... 所以呐, 身为一个会说华语... 会以华文书写... 华语造诣还过得去的正中华人... 我好骄傲哦... 哈哈... college里一堆的香蕉人... 原本都以为自己好了不起... 英文都一极棒... 嘿嘿, 但现在华语在商场上扮演着日渐重要的角色... 他们只好马上转态... 说要去学中文... 哈哈... 蛮可笑的... 算啦, 不讲别人啦... 读了政豪的随笔... 我深受同感... 前两个月的实习... 我的工作得每天早上阅读至少一份中文报... 我也发现近来的报章不是说谁自杀... 就是谁被杀... 每天看着一大堆杀来杀去的案件... 我渐渐地不喜欢看报章了... 觉得这世界除了这些残酷的事件... 真的没其他的事好报导了吗?? 突然觉得这世界好悲哀... 没快乐的事发生吗?? 我不喜欢看见那么多不好的事情发生... 但我又能如何改变这现象呢?? 不晓得... 希望这世上的每一个人都能获得幸福与快乐... 那应该可以减少不幸的事件发生吧... 实习过去了... 又是好好念书的时间... 念完这学期就毕业了... 但只是diploma... 我一向认为自己是念书的料... 当然会选择继续深造... 但该到哪儿念呢?? 真的好难抉择... 一心想到国外闯一闯... 可是, 又担心父母的负担会因为我的坚持而加重不少... 我一直都认为... 父母把我带到这世上... 当然必须好好养我... 我所有的要求也必须替我完成... 现在长大了... 我下个月就过20岁生日了吖... 也不能再任性啦... 我总不能因为自己想出国念书, 而搞得一家人为我操心吧... 有些事, 就是没有完美的解决方案... 必须有少少的遗憾... 那才是人生... 好会自我安慰哦... 哈哈... 除了出国, 我也有考虑在东马念书... 到那儿, 必须搭飞机... 又离家蛮远的... 蛮像在国外的感觉... 而且那里有几所不错的大学... 5月就毕业了... 爸爸叫我好好想一想自己心里最希望到那儿念... 告诉他, 好让他为我准备准备... 其实, 我现在真的还没想清楚... 我也不知道自己想怎样... 船到桥头真的会自然变直吗?? 哈哈...

~ROOTS is da best~ ~leejing... my maggimee sifu~ i look so serious in the pix... haha... i really worked hard, k... i miss all of u ~cool~ alex did some photoshop on the pix n i look so ediot!! this is yuuki in kimono during new year's celebration... tottemo kirei desu ne!! akemashite omedetou!! merry christmas 2005 ~~frenz foreva~~ happy 2006 enjoy the pictures... luoqian, im lazy to think what to write... i hope these pretty pix may satisfy u... haha... i know u miss me... anyway, im going back to college in 2 days time... time to study again... i miss my classmates... mels (laiwong + wonglai)... amy... peimei... luoqian... cece... chingy... n a lot more...

~luyi @ roots~ ~ 3/4 of the ROOTS family ~ ~media team~ ~lenglui supervisor * yeeling~ my boss * ms koon + leejing the super nice boss who always belanja me lunch * thien eu thien chieh... i can join Roots becoz he said yes... =p my favourite place @ roots * the pantry more pictures will be uploaded soon... luoqian, my pics are nice too... haha... will be going back to roots tomolo to get my evaluation report... they won't fail me, rite... haha...

happy new year to everyone... yeah... it's another brand new year... lots of wishes n lots of dreams... awaiting to be fulfilled... i always believe that a dream is not merely a dream if u have put effort in it... lets try our very best to achieve all the goals in life in this new year... be positive... if u think u can, u can... yeah~~ may everyone has a blessed new year~~