feeling a little lazy to update the blog... life's still so busy.. with work related stuff n raleigh.. n a bit complicated too.. air tix booked... applied leave... bonus-ed... all set for RIMM... except more training needed... and the most complicated issue now is i have no partner... how am i going to run without a partner? boss says: if u dont win, wont approve your leave next time... what?! my gps says im not resourceful enough... he thinks he'll have to jaga me if we run the race together... he's trying to be nice, didn't want to reject me directly, but i know the answer already... yup, i do agree that if we are in a team, he has to do most of the jobs... reading map... setting up tents... navigating... planning the route... n maybe persuade me not to give up n finish the trail... he said: to be frank, i know i'll have to carry a lot of stuff if we are in a team... okay, get what he meant... to prove that i am not a burden to anyone, gotta train ten times more.....