i need a break

OMG... im seriously super tired these 2 weeks... Yao is leaving soon, i dont even have the time to spend more quality time with her... i really wish to meet her more often... it seems like we have not done something special + unforgetable yet...

i wont say that i hate my job, but it is really tiring n challenging... especially when u r working with unpredictable colleagues and clients... i have work to bring home almost every weekend... but some of them dont even have to work on friday... unfair!! mummy asks me not to complain too much as not everyone in the company can be trusted... the more i reveal, the more they can bitch about me... sometimes i really dont care as i need to release all the tension + disappointment...

since i started internship, i realised working life is not fun at all... yup, you'll be super proud when your event goes well... you get to meet celebrities... if you are lucky enough, you'll get nice goodie from clients... however, behind all this glitz n glamour, it's a lot of hard work...

im glad that whenever i need to de-stress, i have 5+3 n raleigh... thanks for being there when i desperately need to complain... haha... everyone knows that im a super talkative person... but i seldom talk in the office now... first, someone pick on what i said so i decided to speak only when needed... second i dont have the time to talk plus im too tired to even open my mouth... i always have never ending work awaiting me everyday... even when i sleep + drive + bath... im thinking of PR plans... which media to target... which angle to pitch... talking points for speakers...

i hate myself for being so EMO... i complain a lot recently but i just cant help it...

i miss the happy-go-lucky LuYi...

i need a break...