~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

im going to penang tonite... finally... yes... belum pack lagi... monthly monitoring report + draft for contributed article all not done yet... but i dont care... im going to penang... to de-stress, to eat, to visit christal's dad tomyam restaurant... n to visit a bitch... hey you bitchy NG, watch out there... im going to your office... not sure what im going to do there... but u better watch out... luyi can be quite violent at times... so... be careful... u better dont go to town this weekend, coz if i see u, i'll surely throw stones at u... i hope im not coming back on sunday can i stay till next quarter? i am tired of working of writing media invites, press releases, contributed articles, advertorials, emails, reports... i dont really like to write, except blogging why am i in the PR industry? i think i should be a blogger

im still in the office at 9.40pm... darn hardworking yeah! i cant finish my work... just wondering am i too slow? my solution to this is I need a break... i wanna leave this busy city for a while... i need to reserve some space for myself... to breathe freely... to enjoy life...

thanks for eveything guys i am fine i will be fine i must be fine

i want mango ice cream from HK... yum yum =)

lets move forward k

little lulu remains as little lulu but it'll never be the same the cuteness remains for sure =p trying hard to smile... it's not easy... when u know u're not supposed to... your boss did not say a word doesn't mean that he's happy / unhappy with u... it has been a long week i would say... every minute is filled with disappointment... life wont be smooth forever... this i understand... but i dont expect it to happen so soon... so soon that i have no time to react... to plan my next action... thanks for all the support n encouragement... unfortunately that's not enough to keep me moving forward... i thought i am tough... but i am not... i feel like crying when ppl speak about what happen that day... i thought i'll stay strong n prove to the Penang ppl out there that i know what i am doing... can i? what i wanna do now is just to hide in my bed n cry... n hope that everything will be settled when i wake up the next morning... why am i so chicken this time? tell...

芷欣， 好久没和你聊天了... 每当想起你，我都会不自尽地傻笑。 每次在我彷徨失措时，都会想起你的笑容。 想到在遥远的一方有个冰雪聪明的天使在眷顾着我，我就会提起精神，继续勇往直前。 感谢你曾经陪伴我走过一段愉快的日子，也欢迎你一直陪伴着我。 你永远是我最怀念的朋友，你最真挚的祝福我永记在心里。 茹薏

Good one Lu Yi. Subtle and straight to the point. WooOOooHHHhHHhH Very GOOD! Especially this part “No worries, dealing with the media is part of my job =)” hope i dont disappoint u, my dear boss... got these emails from boss after i came back from the event... i should be happy with boss' compliments... to be frank, im still abit down... never felt so helpless in my 8 months at ROOTS... im considered quite lucky all these while... manage to secure all the coverage needed for ROI... but this morning i thought i was in total deep shit... client try to act calm but i know they aren't... if im the client, i'll b pissed too, with only 4 media attending the launch... they paid us quite a lot of money every month... n im giving them such shit... i felt like running far far away from the ballroom... i need to hide... i thought i have done my best... BUT mayb not... i CAN do better... i should have taken the initiative to mannually fax out the invites... perhaps im too confident wi...

a very very busy one sg lepuk in the morning, gopeng in the evening, sg kampar the next day monthly meet-ed . trek-ed . waterfall-ed . pasta-ed . leech-ed . watermelon-ed earth camp-ed . BBq fish-ed . peiting's farewell-ed . tree house-ed . white water rafting-ed . rain-ed . mosquito bite-ed RALEIGH-ed =)

im confused now... i hate dilemma... should i proceed with my HK plan? i Like TVB . lan kwai fong . ting ting . hong dao bing . HK Royal Police . causeway bay . uniqlo . hui lao shan . cha chan teng . mun kei tong shui . aberdeen . I LIKE HONG KONG~ but i LOVE my mummy . daddy . sis . bro . reputational practice executive so how? u tell me loh...

my aunt past away without leaving a word... she past away at 10.10pm last fri nite... when i was chatting happily on the phone with GPS... we were talking about the raleigh junks stored at everyone's houses... my mum cried after the phone call from uncle... she cried the whole nite non-stop... that's her closest sis... the sis who traveled around with her... from shanghai to guilin to mount k to cambodia... they plan to visit vietnam / japan / n a lot more of places together... this year n next year... it took me 3 days to accept the fact that aunt has left us forever... can some1 explain to me why she left? in a scientific approach pls... i have heard enough of rumors about spirits n all the myths *only old folks will accept*... enough pls... i want a scientific explanation for the death... to convince myslef that she has to leave coz she's ill... from this incident, i've learnt that i cant afford to lose any of my family members... if my sis / bro leaves me, i think i...