it'll never be the same

little lulu remains as little lulu
but it'll never be the same
the cuteness remains for sure =p

trying hard to smile... it's not easy... when u know u're not supposed to...
your boss did not say a word doesn't mean that he's happy / unhappy with u...

it has been a long week i would say... every minute is filled with disappointment...

life wont be smooth forever... this i understand...

but i dont expect it to happen so soon... so soon that i have no time to react... to plan my next action...

thanks for all the support n encouragement...

unfortunately that's not enough to keep me moving forward...

i thought i am tough... but i am not... i feel like crying when ppl speak about what happen that day...

i thought i'll stay strong n prove to the Penang ppl out there that i know what i am doing... can i?

what i wanna do now is just to hide in my bed n cry...

n hope that everything will be settled when i wake up the next morning...

why am i so chicken this time? tell me why?

little lulu is a smart gal... she's bubbly n cheerful... she's adventurous... she's blur... she loves challenges...

But, she hates failure...

it'll never be the same... never... it'll get better soon... at least i hope so...