L.O.V.E

what is LOVE? erm...

it can be very simple, or complicated... abstract yet no-exact-definition kinda feeling...

get to know through Fb that a junior from my high school is getting married to a MAN. her fiancé is older than her by quite a lot (according to their appearance la). he's bald. he's not lengcai at all, while my junior is not super pretty but she's good looking - cute n decent.

why did she choose to marry an uncle? i know im bad, but i would categorize such a MAN as uncle. she's still young. still charming. still a long way to go. i seriously dont understand why. asked mummy. mummy said as long as the guy loves her n she loves the guy. why am i so kepoh?

yes, im kepoh. just like what dino concluded on fri nite, luyi only likes lengcai. true enough. im always curious to find out why a pretty girl would date a not-so-good-looking or ugly guy. or uncle. becoz he's rich? becoz he's sexy? or what?

not to say im pretty, but who doesnt fall for hot guys? at least i knew LLQ n grace definitely would. haha. think peiting n aiai would too. not to forget kalaivani. so im very sure that i am normal. =)

just finished another online novel. this is the second one for this month. i learnt more about love, friendship n life. thanks to a special who reminded me about the author. i had fun exploring different love stories - all made in taiwan. i will visit this beautiful country very soon...

luyi says:

i am totally fine with him, i have moved on pretty well. glad that i dont feel awkward anymore. but im upset that he did not keep our promise. mayb our definitions/expectations for friendship are very different. i thought friends for life could share everything. i thought there shouldn't be any barrier even after all the dramas. i thought we understand each other well enough. i thought we wouldnt mind. coz that's our promise. because of the promise, i've changed. A LOT.

but reality proved me wrong. recently we've become strangers. we dont chat like how it used to be. we are super polite to each other (that sucks the most). i dont know what's going on with his life n i guess he doesnt care about mine. he would share his probs with ms.C but not the so called PA who have been supporting him through all the battles. im sad. indeed disappointed with myself. what have i done wrong? it hurts. when your used-to-be-very-close fren treats u like a stranger.

not sure if you read my blog, but if u do, can u pls sms me? so that i know we're not stranger. our promise is still ON. forever! (but i gotta feeling that i wont receive that sms, ok i know it's time for red bean ice)

saw this from dino's blog. a very cool song. to tell u what's LOVE =)