~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

time to make decision i hope i will not regret =)

postcards that caused post expedition blues. but im glad i received them. thank you everyone. i'll send u guys postcards too, if i happen to join expedition again. haha! from GQ, borneo thanks! simpang mengayau is my fav beach in sabah i miss walking by the beach. watching sunset. talking about future plans with lizzie & christian lets do it again next summer! =) from lucy, india my sis from raleigh hk. she's actually from shanghai i love getting her emails. very inspiring hey, u still owe me a good looking hk police boyfren. haha from edith, costa rica (obviously) met her in iw & regional conference then we met again in hk a not very typical hk gal =)

又到了做决定的时刻。拖延了那么久，终于到了期限，下星期就必须决定了。 我，还是老样子。左右为难。我真的不知道该如何抉择。 我要自由，也想要更过挑战和机会。 我要假期，也想要不同的环境。 我要经验，但不要多余的花费。我不要塞车！ 其实我心里已有决定，但我又想尝试新的事物。 唉，真是越想越烦啦。 我好希望我的人生是彩色的，是缤纷无比的。 好羡慕上星期认识的节目主持人。他的人生是我向往的。 在郊区当义工，到处旅游，当节目主持。 ok啦，我不要当节目主持，但我想跟着摄制队到不同的地方探索。 听了摄制队许多的故事，我超想加入他们的探险。 去那些别人不能去的地方真的好酷！ 我下次一定会争取机会跟随他们去的。 我不要像某人一样。一直过着妒忌别人的人生。 与其泼别人冷水，为何他不努力生活。 梦想不是拿来纯想的，是要努力去实现，勇敢去探险。 《当我们同在一起》里说：命运是不能屈服的，命运是要征服的。 我要加油！我相信我有实现梦想的能力。

to fulfill the curiosity of frens n relatives. here's a summary about one day in the life of a PR personnel. 8.15: call time for breakfast show at ntv7 9.30: on air 10.30: got back to hilton kl. prepare for media briefing/interviews 11.30: round 1 started. journalists asked questions. photographers took lots of photos. coffee & tea. 12.30: lunch. chit chat with ppl. more coffee & tea. toilet break. get to talk to the new host. a very interesting person. he likes music, traveling, photography and adventures. i'll surely backpack to south america one day! 2.00: round 2 with different media. print and online. same routine. 3.00: coffee break. round 3. media Q&A. 4.00: last round. a bit more interesting. with print and online tv. 5.00: habis kerja. clear up the venue. i would like to recommend to all event organisers out there to hire raleigh gals as we can carry heavy stuff as any of the guys. we can also pose nicely at the entrance. while waiting for the bell boy, i t...

我想我永远都忘不了这个笑容。 成功挑战极限后的笑容。胜利的笑容。 每天潜水练习后我都会自拍，提醒自己要更加油。 因为我不会游泳，因为我是马来西亚人，所以我一定要更努力。 当我成功考到潜水执照的那一刻，我超开心的。 谁说不会游泳就不能潜水？ 我会永远快快乐乐，继续接受挑战！ 古先生，生日快乐。我知道迟了一天。但你一定不会介意的。哈哈！

i almost cry after reading lucy's update about her India expedition. I love her speech a lot. I bet all of us who came back from expedition would feel the same. im glad i have been to expedition. that's one of the wisest choice i have made throughout my life. it has been 2 years now. i still feel very touched whenever i look at the photos, read my journal or merely thinking of it. here's some key points in lucy's speech that reminded me of my 10 weeks in sabah: It has been 10 weeks. How many 10-weeks can we have in our lives? I guess hundreds of it. But how many 10-weeks like this can we have? I can still remember all the conversations in local language I learnt from the guides during trek, but I cannot remember how many times we fell over, got up with the help of teammates and said 'I'm alright'. There were times when we were tired, angry, upset or frustrated but we all came through and we are all here today. I cannot imagine how much I will miss this 10-we...

i love the lanterns brilliant me for bringing the lanterns =) great music which we didn't even need to spend a penny thanks to karlye's well spent rm220. haha we can sleep everywhere. literally i miss waking up in the jungle surrounded by trees. under the blue sky i feel warm =) selamat hari malaysia! terima kasih kawan kawan for the awesome camping trip lets make it our secret camping spot we can go there when somebody is emo, stressed, happy, high, or any welcome / farewell party! ps: i slept for 17 hours after the trip. haha

wei sen is finally back, after everyone left the country. luckily we managed to meet up before mr engineer started working. as promised, group picture to show ai ai. erm wei sen still looks the same lah. lost some weight after we saw him in feb. that's my sit rep. haha.. and im helping him to draft resignation letter. im proud!

a very very random road trip to random destinations around KL. here's our random itinerary! 9am: kalai's house. oh well the one way streets are very confusing. i cant believe i couldn't find kalai's house. finally after some detours, i sampai the meet up point. haha. left for breakfast when shuwoan, archin n shon semua sampai. n of coz the tour guide, kalai. 9.40am: breakfast. fish head noodles n bak kut teh. not bad. exchange of info from KL, europe n sabah. itu kopitiam business very good. a lot of ppl waiting for our table. so we gotta leave n proceed to next destination for more gossiping. oops i mean chit chatting =P cant remember what time already la. hunting for a place to drink tea n chit chat at bangsar. first stop at mcd for sundae. then bangsar village for toiler break n dessert from delicious. decided that bangsar is too high class for us. read in delicious newsletter about places for picnic in kl. so we went back to kalai's place to grab her guitar n so...

i miss delta 6! simply because they celebrated my 22th bday =) if u ask me where's my kampung, it'll definitely be Tampasak! im glad to be the last batch of venturers to danum it's cool to live in the jungle + meeting scientists & researchers

Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you!

从小我就有很多很多的梦想。 我想当警察，觉得穿上制服很帅气，追贼很酷。这全都是多谢TVB的影响，哈哈！ 我也想过要做世上最长命的人，那么我就可以破世界纪录。一个运动不行，音乐不行，科学不行的人，要破纪录惟有取巧。我小时候真的觉得自己办得到的。 随着年纪慢慢长大，接触的人多了，看的事情也多了。我又多了一堆梦想。 我要环游世界！很开心我梦想的小小部分快实现了！ 既然现在也不是什么秘密了，我就在此宣布我的大计啦。 我终于终于要去欧洲backpack了。这将是我未来一年的动力。 我要努力工作。那么时间到了，我就可以很潇洒地流浪去。 明年我就要去完成我的梦想了！希望一切顺利。

tmr will be better =)

one year till i get out there again! yay! working hard now, to realize my dreams. i have too many. so gotta work harder! doing good at the moment. super excited with the plans =) ps: im glad, i have my sis yap luying, i miss u!!!