~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

  oh yea. i have put on my ski pants and jacket. n shades n my burton snowboard. lets go riding!

星座真的很准。话说我这个星期会因为沟通不良而得罪身边的人。果然在这个星期结束前就得罪了两个朋友。唉，都怪我祸从口出，做什么都太冲动。真的很对不起。 其实水瓶座就是这样的。请别怪我。朋友，不要不理我啦！ 专家说的： 討厭下雨天 喜歡自由，不受拘束 有什麼說什麼 討厭麻煩 相信第六感 喜歡觀察生活 愛上一個人會很容易陷入癡迷 討厭欺騙 很愛幻想 很在乎別人的態度 敏感 朋友很重要 懶惰 沒主見 容易受傷 感性

  不管是迷信还是心理作用 求到上上签让我心理上轻松不少 暂时放下烦恼，继续为生活拼搏 相信明天会更好 相信一切付出会有回报 相信顺其自然 相信我会很好的

got an inspiring reply from concept director. i totally didnt expect that. everyone said i was rude. but he doesnt think so. he was happy that i sent that email. it shows im eager to know the rationale behind the concept. yay am so proud with my courage. and my sense of responsibility.  way to go, luyi! 

disclaimer: this is a boring post. i just wanna record what happened today, i think it deserves a post in my journal.  first thing when i reached office. was shocked to see shawn at the lift. he didnt know about the internal meeting today, whereas i knew about it last nite and it's none of my business. as expected, he kena kau kau from the boss.  manager went out for meeting. leaving me to chase for artwork and body copy from the beloved creative team. called designer to ask about the progress, he answered: unsure. i was really panic but i know rushing him brings no difference. took a deep breath, and waited for his call.  concept director asked me to brief copywriter about my boss & slave quiz. he sounded really excited. at least better than the first time i briefed him and he told me right at my face that he disagreed with my concept. was flattered coz he offered to create cool names for each tab (something that will add value to my proposal, ...

    in short, i miss new zealand.  especially after all the drama at work i should be watching sunset at lake hood. cooking cous cous.  playing with gemma & lauren. walking to town.  drinking with jen & thomas. chatting with the german boys. why am i here now? why? 

from the 'i need more positive energy' dinner with lawyer Q on Fri. yumcha with Ruth from Raleigh singapore. to raleigh staff training on Sat. belated birthday celebration with xiao you. to girls' talk with BFF xiao yao. to homecoming lunch with munseng on Sun.  meeting different groups of frens this weekend. a weekend well spent. had so much fun with them. mere talking and eating and laughing. it reminds me how simple life can be.  work has been hectic. way too complicated to explain. i enjoy my job but sometimes it's too challenging. not to mention about pleasing bosses, colleagues, clients and who-so-ever-i-need-deal-with at work. after a long week, it's great to meet frens. good frens who understand you without needing you to say a thing. they are the only ones who appreciate your company. lame jokes. random thoughts and everything.  thanks people. really thanks. i am recharged with positive energy to deal with another should-be-pretty-hectic week. ...

  thanks BFF for the love now i know how to identify frens and best frens i am glad i have super duper awesome BFFs around me kepong gang is always the best when i really really need someone to be there just to listen to my craps just to entertain my randomness just to be with me im so so so blessed!

as pelajar terbaik pendidikan moral, i feel really bad for lying. on the other hand, i do tell a lot of white lies la. if dont tell lies, how to survive in working world, rite?  anyway, i have been living in guilt for a week. dont feel as guilty now coz the whole campaign is a lie. it's an unfair game which i ended up telling more lies to cover other ppl's lie. i just wanna confess to God that i did not do this on purpose. it's for the sake of my job. i simply need to survive and move on. i still have not passed my probation period. i need to please different parties to make my life easier in the office.  so God, please forgive me. i promise i'll do a lot of good deed to earn extra karma points. im a good girl. i am a nice girl. i am a kind girl. i really am!  thank you very much. 

水瓶座，從小到大都是一個點子多，古靈精怪的孩子，私底下是一個 任性鬼，是一個長不大的孩子，他們有著自己特有的固執，即使犯錯 了，下次還是很有可能繼續固執，除非他們的固執得到了教訓，不然 他們會選擇繼續堅持，水瓶會這樣，是因為想把想做的事做到最好 。   im just being creative and determined!

  i dont wanna give up yet but how to move on? where is hope? where is justice? why am i malaysian? 

  colleagues  the colorful team vs the orange team on suit up day so who gets the celebration dinner?  no one knows.  i only know my manager had so much fun taking photos with everyone for once, she's cuter than me   team mates!  my 4th job so far.  the first company that i think: maybe colleagues can be friends too lets see if i find any true friends here =)  discovery of the day: out of 80 colleagues, i am the only one who said yes to volunteer at a carnival on labour day. so i consider myself as the most kind-hearted person in the company. am so proud of myself! 

missed the party last nite as i got lost and decided to skip it. went to sri petaling for dinner instead. the yummy char kuey tiao cheered me up from the negative emotions of getting lost. joined the ceramah for a bit.  my labour day party ended with chit chatting session in karlye's car and chocolates from europe. not too bad.  participated in ethan's project early morning. didnt expect the event to be such large scale. had fun with the kids. made some frens. learnt new knowledge about enzyme, planting and water. enjoyed the drumming circle. thanks ethan for inviting me to join the event. it's definitely the best way to kickstart May!  yum cha with kepong gang. used my infamous i'll-burn-your house threat to get the lazy guys out from their afternoon nap. again, we talked about future plans, relationships, dreams holidays, food, etc. cant wait for the next session when mun seng is back.  confession must be made today. i am truly blessed to have...