~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

cant believe that they are out of the race lah... i think im one of the few ppl in the country to know about this before the race was shown on TV last nite... it was quite torturing to keep such a shocking news as secret for 2 days but actually you would love to share it with ppl who support bernie n henry... i kept thinking that it was not true when i got to know about it since tues... i thought it was merely a prank by the tv station to hype up the excitement... not until i watched it on tv last nite... oh gosh, they are really eliminated from the race... hmm... it was just not their day loh... they chose to take on the longer route to india... then they missed the connecting flight... n now they are out... anyway, i still believe that they are the best team in TARA season 3...

some really stupid stuff happen to me again... yup, it's again related to work... i've started to dislike going to work every morning... trying hard to get MC... anyhow, i realised that i like my job ver much, i dont mind staying back alone to prepare for the media event... i enjoy monitoring the papers espcecially when i know my news will be out on that day... just that i dislike working with a few ppl (colleagues and clients) who have been treating me like a working machine or a slave... got invited to kar lye's NOT surprise bday party last nite... finally met the big bro... felt better after complaining to him... haha... i enjoy listening to him analyzing my strengths... it made me feel that im a capable person... i realised that i am so so much better than what the super kiasu client bitched about me... whenever im upset, im glad to have the entire raleigh family, especially the committee to cheer me up... really thanks to everyone who willingly listen to my never endin...

great to know that sis is having fun there...

i spent 3 hours in the jam yesterday... 3 freaking hours!!! i can reach ipoh or melaka already loh... super cold n hungry... i ran in the rain to the carpark n was totally wet... then on the way home i started to DRY de, still hadn't reached home... what happened to LDP?? ya i know it's raining but it's a striaght road mah with no traffic light... just drive lah... y have to slow down... no flood, no accident... dont understand why i have to spend 3 hours on the road... i was supposed to send bro to tuition... by the time i reached home, it's almost time to pick him up from his class... darn annoying lah... my usual routine during traffic jam is to call a few orang-s in raleigh to complain about the stupid jam... n to gossip... this time i call the same few ppl again... we talked for about half an hour... n i was still stuck at the same spot... this is what i did during the 3 hours jam...

my lonely convo was not that lonely actually... met a few orang-s along the way... my new frens, Leroy n Cheryl... just like me, they r the only ppl who attend the convo from their class... they sat next to me... they r very funny ppl... we look through the program booklet n laugh at funny names... they dared each other to do silly stuff... that's how we get to take this picture with mr loy... (i noticed him while i was waiting to get my scroll on the stage... i was on the stage for only 10 seconds n i noticed him... he 's quite good looking from far lah... haha) my sis's best fren, wei jenn.. was quite surprised to see her at the convo... was not too sure if she remembers me... so i dont dare to call her until i saw her name in the booklet... she is the best student from business school... wow... daddy n mummy my dearest mummy

besides supporting crack the case roadshow at one utama, my dear frens may also support me at the celebration of world contraception day at Ikano power centre on 11 n 12 october... told u guys im busy mah... im really busy... haha... will be working this saturday... so see u guys there lah... lots of goodies to win too... fyi, lavin seow together with her husband, christien new will be sharing real-life experiences of having an unplanned pregnancy... just realised today that i have to liaise with lavin for the next few months as she is also the ambassador for my another client... i guess i'll be seeing her more often... hmmm... super tired these few weeks, hope i'll b free-er next week... actually im a bit upset that i wont be able to join raleigh's IW this time... since this is my event, i have no choice but to be on duty in the weekend... so guys, have fun there ya... climb bukit kutu on my behalf... n hopefully u guys will get to find my mouth piece there... ahaha... los...

dear frens, do support my event at One Utama from 9 to 12 Oct... come join the Crime & Investigation Network's roadshow... it's next to Baskin Robbins at first floor promenade... lots of goodies to win... the media launch was quite fun... media attendance was so much more positive than expected... client is happy n im very happy too... i have put a lot of effort to make this happen... i have managed to secure the interview with NTV7 too... (went to their studio on tuesday for live interview with the breakfast show... the make-up room looks like those i saw on tv... met daphene n hansen... hansen is quite good looking... haha...) the main highlight of the event is always about the food... refreshment was held at italianies... it is quite a posh restaurant... was quite happy that i get to try the food for free... haha... the pasta, pizza, salad, fried sotong n dessert are super delicious... all the hard work, especially all the hassle troubling me the nite before the event r...

i need my sis desperately... she has just left home for a week... i already realised how much i miss her... i need the PSP charger... i need the digicam charger... i need my photo album... only sis knows where to get all these items... when i need some1 to talk to... to complain about silly ppl i met i work... i'll miss sis even more... i bet she's having a great tine in Sabah... was quite worried when i failed to contact her since she left... only received her sms yesterday... wish i could join her in Sabah... i miss long pasia lah...

假期就那么过完了... 和 yao farewell + yum cha... 陪妈妈看电视 + 吃早餐... 和 president 谈公事... 见 raleigh gang... 感觉上过得还不错... 其实, 心里一直有点挣扎... 心情也不太好... 一直希望假期永远不要结束... 之前觉得去工作没什么... 现在开始有少少想逃避... 尤其是星期日晚上总有很多不愿意... 我知道长大了就必须工作... 可是要适应这个社会真的不容易... 自从同事对我训话后, 我心里就很不舒服... 不喜欢和虚伪的人相处... 不喜欢戴假面具的人... 要自己控制情绪继续工作... 有时候真的觉得很辛苦... 在家里, 我是公主... 在弟弟妹妹面前, 我是天下无敌的大姐... 在朋友眼中, 我是开心果... 从小就认为自己很厉害... 功课好... 家境好... 人缘也不错... 未来一定是一片光明... 开始工作以后, 渐渐发现这世界没想象中完美... 以为时间久了就可以适应... 可是我的生活里渐渐地失去了去工作的乐趣... 我不喜欢悲观的自己... 我很努力地想变会以前天不怕地不怕的茹薏... 我告诉自己要加油... 可是好几次放工回家途中都差点哭了出来... 我也不明白有什么好哭的... 只是被人讲几句... 然后有很多很多东西要带回家做... 心里就觉得好委屈... 也许是从小就没吃什么苦... 遇到一点点挫折就特别难受吧... 跟很多人相比, 我超幸福的... 实在没什么好埋怨... 我脆弱的玻璃心, 请你争气一点吧... 不要再那么容易沮丧了... 希望我的心快点好起来... 我需要很多很多快乐的能量... 加油吧!!!

yao will be going back to UK very soon... had a great time with KB gang at ole ole bali... thanks everyone!