~~ Kaw@ii LuLu no MiYa ~~

说什么都可以，做可不是那么容易。 我需要更多时间，更多借口，更多意志。 原来我没想象中那么坚强。 现实是残酷的。我必须相信我所感受的。 谎话说得不够好，害的是自己。 希望谎话赶快变成事实。 可是电视主持说谎话说了100遍，还是谎话不会变成事实。 怎么办？ 救命！救命！救命！ 加油！加油！加油！ 我非常需要一个可以救我的人。 如果你认为你有能力救我，call 我吧。 谢啦！ 可以救我的目前只有茹薏，真是命苦。 希望这种鸟事别再发生了。本小姐需要很长的时间复原的。 这一点也不好玩。试过两次够本了。 我要小Yao马上回来。or 把我变去她身边也OK... 陈小Yao，我超想你的。 我要马上见到你，然后和你大哭一场，然后把所有的故事告诉你，然后和你一起笑。 谭peiting，你从森林出来后，安慰我一下下吧。 就算被你骂我笨，笑我傻，我也会觉得好过一些。真的... 我要时光机，不然免费机票也行...

update no 1: after a long coversation last nite.. the confusion was finally being explained n clarified... i hope everything is clear now... frens remain as frens... let the bygone be bygone =) some1 told me i should not be too friendly... interesting! haha... im sleepy after the chat... or i would say story telling session... i slept really well... thanks.. i wish yao or peiting can be here with me... i think they'll support my decision... update no 2: work has been boring for me.. since im leaving soon, i have nothing much to do but still have to go to work everyday... sien... my daily routine - news monitoring, tag the images, send highlights, lunch, FB + blog + email chats, entertain some random requests from media or team mates, waiting for 6.30pm... oh ya, miss R emailed me this morning, the good news will be announced soon... yeah!! looking forward to the break... i wanna finish all the drama series... but sis is not around, no shopping kaki for nichii, daiso, FOS, padini......

不知是吃错药还是撞到墙，我竟然选择坦白。 太不符合我的形象了，可是我说了。 从认识他到现在，他都有让我把秘密告诉他的能耐。 很厉害，我每次都逃不了。 结果还蛮搞笑。至少我满意。当朋友是我一直要的。 解决了，心情好多了。 朋友必须双方付出，一起经营才经得起考验。 很庆幸的，本小姐身边有这样的一个朋友。

my first iw recce with the team.. basically my job is to observe the scandals between our boss n the IWO... haha... he likes talkling to him but he ignores him... he tries to comfort him but he is hard to please... he cooks for him but he complains about it... n my conclusion is, their relationship is complicated... anyway, this is what we did... visited a cow barn curi-ed coconut then, boss took a nap chef of the day playing at the playground of coz justin timberDrake joined all the fun too... haha... we did not locate any possible camp site for IW... but we did have a great time exploring... did not enjoy the hot weather n the lame jokes though...

有些事发生了就不能当作没发生 无论怎么否认 为自己找各种借口 但心里很清楚知道这到底是怎么一回事 希望这感觉马上消失 让我恢复原本的自己 感觉来得不是时候一直是致命伤 两次了, 我怎么那么白痴 我不喜欢情绪化的自己 为了一点小事而开心或伤心一整天 哭过了一次.. 两次.. 真的够了 从现在开始我要忘掉不属于我的回忆 坏人你消失吧 不要再来欺负我 你真的很坏很坏 为什么你是个好人?

karlye joined us coz selling expedition is her daily routine finally met up with my first batch of anak... the last gatheirng was a year ago... only william, michael n rica can make it this time... but the four of us had a great time updating each other about our recent happenings... n ya, everytime i see these guys... i'll make the same announcement... haha... i have resigned again... but no worries, the cute n nice coord still can survive without having to eat grass... we talked about RIMM, IW, expedition, backpacking, etc... i really wish these guys will keep in touch with me even though every1 will be going back to where they belonged very soon... remember to continue update each other... n be frens forever... it's really great to meet people who share the same interest... so have more reunion ya... might be going to visit william in penang with rica... haha... im going to penang the 4th time this year... ps: i found out more gossips about the gps... haha... he's lame ...

im in super good mood today!! i think it's becoz of the breakfast.. i had a cup of yogurt drink.. a banana n a slice of yogurt cheese cake... yum yum... a good start for the day! then i realised i have nothing much to do today... have been chatting with sis, raleigh mates n colleague... layan a few winners who came to collect joint promo prizes... everytime i pass them theor prizes, i'll think of what peiting told me.. haha.. PT: eh u must understand the anguish that these people feel one u know.. u know how nan shou they feel ah... its a very bad feeling that u yourself will cannot tahan... everytime to do that u must think of me lohhh hahahahhaha.. i know i know... that's why i contacted them to collect the prizes from me before i leave the company... good news from ms R... wow... everything seems great... some of the colleagues are shocked that im leaving without getting a new job... even client who knew that i'll be jobless starting from next month is shocked... wel...

see luyi is cute stop saying that i act cute k, coz im really cute

this is why i always say: my siblings are lucky to have a cute sis like me... haha sis flew to HK this morning... i really wish i can go with her... aiks... why cant i leave the company once i tendered my resignation letter... it's ok i'll be visiting her in Dec... there're a lot places that i wanna go... tonnes of errands to run... haha... kwun yam san, im coming... wong tai sin fire station... HK police headquarters... TVB... i know sis will be doing fine there... so nothing much to worry lah... we know chan sir... if anything happens, he'll rescue us... hahahaha... hope he still remembers the blur team 307 from malaysia... 2 girls who dont know where they're going... what's their phone number... then we also have mo kit who'll jaga her... according to ms pooh, he's the HK version of tanes... hahahahaha... n spence... n raleigh HK... n my cousin is just across the sea lah... so sis will be doing fine there!

no matter what, he's still my HERO~ ps: Peter Gade is still ver yau yeng.. ahaha.. it has been quite some time since i last watched badminton... i think i'll have more time for badminton starting from next month... since i have resigned ma.. most probably i'll be working from home... im my own boss... well, i have to be more disciplined then... i gotta work hard to save for HK, sabah, taiwan, japan, europe trip... that's my greatest motivation... i shall only reveal my latest plan when everything is finally confirmed... but i can tell if that works, it's really something amazing... im nearer to my DREAM... im very very excited about it... i have never thought that this will happen on me... it's so so lucky that ms. R actually approached me n offered me a work-from-home job... yeah yeah yeah =)

my best best fren forever!! thanks for the company in these 3 weeks.. although 3 weeks is quite short.. n we were busy with our own agenda as well.. i treasure every moment spent with u... sharing about anything.. gossips.. friends.. relationship.. career.. dreams.. i really hope to spend more time with u my dear =) see u next feb.. u know how much i miss you.. take care!! keep in touch ya!

templer's in the morning n genting in the evening... this is how i spent my weekend with fellow raleigh-ians... we trekked.. we cooked.. we waterfall-ed.. we camwhored.. we had fun... **yeah, i have made roti lilit.. had a express lesson on how to bale roti few hours b4 monthly meet.. and it turned out well... im so so proud of myself... haha... then we shopped.. we cable car-ed.. we walked a hill.. we hong kong-ed.. we acted a comedy then wacthed another comedy.. supper-ed.. sleep-ed.. wake up.. breakfast-ed.. camwhored.. theme park-ed.. ice-cream.. bak kut teh.. an eventful weekend.. tired yet super FUN!!

hmm, liu sheng is confirmed a H1N1 patient now and i just had lunch with him yesterday... so what should i do now? mr president said i should not attend comm meet n monthly meet unless i go see doc n wear a mask... ms HR said i should only go see doc when i have flu symptoms... mr future doc told Yao that the test liu sheng took is not confirmation for H1N1 but influenza A... so what's my next step? see doc? self quarantine? take mc? everyone is asking me million of questions... i do feel like im getting fever... my throat is not feeling well... arghhh... but i think im still very fine loh... so im attending comm meet tonite n monthly meet tmr... how can i not meet my raleigh family after a week of stressful work? u know doing nothing but staring at the monitor is quite stressful sometimes... u wouldn't know when will the manager scream at u... but as usual i dont care... i have just figured what i can do with my free time here... july MM accounts n skills officer yearly planne...

oh well, finally mr supervisor asked why am i leaving... i told him the truth of coz... u know i always have the guts to tell the truth... no matter how rude it can be... so i said, coz im angry with mr manager who didn't want to approve my leave... another gal in another department get to take 2 weeks off to visit aussie, im just asking for 2 days, and he was so harsh to me in the emails... i dont see why i cant use 'personal reason' as a reason to apply for leave... every1 has our privacy to reserve what to disclose n what not to... okay, not only that... he somehow questioned me n stopped me from attending a meeting that has been scheduled since 2 weeks ago... if he has any problems with me attending the meeting, just let me know... why he has to question me as if im a useless pr exec who dunno anything about pr... u think i want to go meh? i was asked to attend the meeting coz the AE manager couldn't make it... i have no issue at all if i cant attend the meeting lo....

who cares if they know i went to BALI last weekend =P a memorable farewell trip for sis... inspired by karlye's convo pix u can dive in Bali without diving licence, cheh hey but we got PADI certification k, dont pray pray justin timberdrake in BALI he got a sarung too, hehe super long journey to the volcano more pictures coming up soon, stay tune =)